Hi there. My name is Ashley Hawkins. I am currently 31 weeks pregnant with mine and my husband's second child. We are hoping to be able to travel to a hesperia California in June after we have our son. I know that there are a lot more serious reasons people have a donation account, and some may think I am crazy or even selfish to start one, but my reasoning means a lot for me. My mother passed away from breast cancer in 2011 I was married in 2012, and we had our first child in 2013. So she was never able to be with me during those big moments in my life and that will haunt me forever. However, I have someone in my life who treats me as if I was her own daughter and has for over 12 years. But the downfall to that is that she lives 2,000 miles away. The only way she would be able to meet my second son is if we drove out there and visited her after he was born. She means the world to me and I need her in my life so bad that it hurts. I know it's a shot in the dark but you never know unless you try. So I am hoping that we will be able to raise enough money to pay for our gas round trip to go out there to see her and the rest of her family after the baby comes. From the bottom of my heart, thank you all for even reading this far. God bless.