MY MOTHER IS DYING AND I NEED TO SEE HER BEFORE SHE DOES.

Crystal Benson Start Date: Jul 19, 2024 - End Date: Sep 16, 2024
  • New York, NY, United States of America

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by: Crystal Benson Start Date: Jul 19, 2024 - End Date: Sep 16, 2024
Hello I'm in a very ruff place right now my mother who has dementia and schizophrenia and other mega health problems isn't doing very well right now and I fear that I will not get to spend anytime with her or at the very least say goodbye and I will not be able to live through that again I had to do this with my father I didn't get to see him for the last 5 yrs of his life over some thing that shouldn't have ever stopped me I regret it everyday of my life and have to live with this. But I can't do it with her to I will never forgive myself. But right now I can't afford to pay for travel expenses I just got out of a horrible marriage of 19 yrs when I say horrible I mean of the worst kind he use to beat me pretty much everyday for the last 6 years of that marriage. I just didn't want to let my children not grow up without both parents In the he but when it got to the point to where they knew he was doing it and begging me to leave before I die . That hit hard and I did what they wanted after all I was trying to keep it together for them. I hadn't loved him for a long time. But now I'm a single mom how works her ass off so they can have the best. But I need this for me my mental health. I still beat myself up for my father everyday even though I did get to see him and say I love you and told him he could go home we will be ok. It doesn't replace the 5 yrs I wasted I wish I wasn't so blind back then. Anyways I don't want to have to do that to my mom she is the sweetest person you could ever know I miss her so much and just want a little time with her. 
  • New York, NY, United States of America

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  • Please Help

    My mother is getting worse I just got a phone call from my aunt and she said they went to the doctors office today and he said it is getting worse and pretty much there is nothing they can do to help her. She has between 3 months to 12 months. But it is going to happen and we can't stop it please I am begging for help I really need to get there before it is to late.
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