As a single mother to come out of my death quarrels

Maryam Fazil Start Date: Jan 29, 2022 - End Date: May 28, 2022
  • Educational/Research Trip
  • Intern Abroad
  • Leadership/Training Program
  • India
  • Canada
  • Spain
  • Australia
  • Poznań, Poland
  • France
  • United States of America
  • Malaysia

My Travel Story

by: Maryam Fazil Start Date: Jan 29, 2022 - End Date: May 28, 2022
  • Educational/Research Trip
  • Intern Abroad
  • Leadership/Training Program
I am a 29 years old single mother and a woman abounded by my family for not accepting polygamy and extremism looking forward to survive myself on behalf of my child who is 7 years old in Sri Lanka. I am brought up by my grandparents with much more difficulties from small days and I am rejected by my family and no love given to me. With more and more hardship grew and studied my level maximum with so may supports of the society. However I fell in love with a man when I was in need of love, and that was a wrong relationship I never know. However since cultural boundaries was forced to marry him and got pregnant. I was torched mentally, emotionally and physically since I was not able to take any dowry along with me. Yet I tried to survive myself on behalf of my child ,but when he was turning three he started to experience all what I was going through. Meanwhile I got a job and my parents didn’t hesitate to accept me since I was earning and I was not a burden for them. Yet after my divorce I started to be single mom and my parents don’t wont me as always they did. Therefore they found me a proposal and gave me on a marriage where I found that person is already married and he just wanted me not to love and lead a life, to full fill his sexual desires.

 However, when I denied being in that relationship; so called my family didn’t want me anymore and they chased me out with harshness. However, I didn’t want my child to live without his mom, I stepped out and came along with my six-year-old son on 2020 December. However, I tried to hold my job and started to educate my son possible way running out of the cruel people. However, I didn’t want to live in this country since I started to suffer with depression and trauma with all the past memories. I ran here and there within the country but unfortunately, I couldn’t step out of the people and the stories behind me. I motivated myself every time I feel to kill myself that I have to live sake of my child and I may have a better future for all my sufferings. However when I tried to get rid of this country there a problem came that I couldn’t take my child along with me since his passport was not able to get it done without his father’s signature. Going behind him and begging for that he made so many demands and yet tried to fool me in many ways. Therefore I consulted a lawyer where I could get his full custody and move on along myself. Yet being inside four walls and going in to depression, even though taken medicine , not relived as I am unfortunate to get rid of this environment thought of getting help from people who treat others with humanity.

As I am thriving to be alive, ( badly looking the death can surround me, but still death too doesn’t like me) humbly seeking your support to study abroad or a job abroad or an internship or travel or any other measures that I would meet new people, new culture, new society, new community filled with humanity where that I could serve them too.

Ending with tears…

 
  • India
  • Canada
  • Spain
  • Australia
  • Poznań, Poland
  • France
  • United States of America
  • Malaysia

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