support me on this journey to a new future

CINDY BELLA ROMERO MAESTRE Start Date: Feb 21, 2025 - End Date: Jun 20, 2025
  • Punta Cana, República Dominicana

My Travel Story

by: CINDY BELLA ROMERO MAESTRE Start Date: Feb 21, 2025 - End Date: Jun 20, 2025
hi, i am cindy bella, i have 30 years old, I think I look like an 80 year old lady. All my life I suffered from obesity, I think you could call it childhood obesity, I suffered from psychological and physical abuse, which led to many changes within this at 14 years old I already weighed 150 hg something like 331 pounds
With weight loss, I have had to deal with the loose skin that remains as a constant reminder of my past struggles. Every time I look in the mirror, I see not only the excess skin, but also the reflection of a childhood filled with difficult times. My emotional wounds are palpable, intensified by my body and facial dysmorphia. I often see a distorted image of myself, and this has fueled my issues with anxiety, dysthymia, and depression.
Unfortunately, this struggle was not only with my weight. From a young age, I suffered domestic violence that created an environment full of stress and anxiety. These traumas have marked my life and influenced my eating habits from a very early age. On the occasions when I tried to socialize, I felt rejection and ridicule, which led me to lock myself away even more in my world, losing the opportunity to enjoy simple moments, such as those when you could go to the pool or simply share a day with
friends.
A lot of my process feels like having participated in "the bigger loser" I recently gained 15 kg (33 lbs) of 80kg (176lb) that I had already lost, I am afraid of gaining weight again, and damaging my process... I want to walk along the beach in punta cana in a little bathing suit while I drink a delicious cocktail, feel that my life has meaning and feel like myself and not feel like a piece of skin hanging, like someone who carries an electronic shackle for their probation.. I need several surgeries (breasts, arms and belly) my arms in particular still seem the size of an average person's leg... I am so ashamed to show my body... I want to go to punta cana or any place with a beach, it is not the place, it is to feel that I can feel better through a trip... because it would mean a new path for me, help me for this dream, please...
  • Punta Cana, República Dominicana