desperately seeking sun! Help me get better!

Nick La Hughes Fraser Start Date: Jul 20, 2016 - End Date: Jan 19, 2017
  • Thailand
  • Bali, Indonesia

My Travel Story

by: Nick La Hughes Fraser Start Date: Jul 20, 2016 - End Date: Jan 19, 2017
Hi, my name is Nick and I need you to help me achieve my dream of seeing the Far East!
After 3 years of surgeries, suffering from depression, anxiety and being on very strong pin killers I am in desperate need of rest and relaxation.
I have suffered from lower back issues. With 3 surgeries removing discs, decompressing and removal of scar tissue. I have been on strong pain killers for the same amount of time... Morphine, tramadol, pregablin and now on Fentnyl. These pain medicines have caused me to suffer from depression and anxiety. I have lost friends and had to leave my job. I had people not understand what I was going through so this caused people to talk behind my back and I was even bullied by some.
I moved to a new town and started a new job and I'm managing both the pain and the depression. I still have bad days and have accepted my life will never be the same again as I am ruled by my back pain!
If I could get away to a calm, spiritual zen place I feel I would benefit greatly. Being able to absorb positivity in a beautiful place where I feel safe. I've never done anything like this before, never asked for help but I will never be able to do this on my own! I want to experience the culture, the tranquility and the healing of the Far East.
any help would be appreciated. 
  • Thailand
  • Bali, Indonesia