Hello everyone, my name is Andrea and I would like to travel to Italy to go find myself from years ago when I was there and lastly knew who I am and then maybe feel like myself again. I was there in June 2011 I was 14 , with my parents and that was the last time I remember being fully happy and loving who I was. Maybe If I visit the country I wont find anything at all .. but Ive tried medication,therapy,cbd, ashwagandha and so on.. and this is the last thing I can think of to get me through.. maybe its such a stupid idea who knows .. but since my mental health was and is getting worse by the month, I couldnt find a job where I could be accepted .. I do have some money left but that is for day to day living. So im trying this way. Thank you anyone and everyone who took the time to read it to the end. I wish you all that your travels are safe and you raise the money you need. Andrea