Hello , Im here to raise money to go/fund for my grandmas funeral.

My grandmother recently passed away from pancreatic cancer and experienced severe renal failure. Given that she only had a few weeks to live, I had to spend the last of my  money on caring for her in America, making sure she was well taken care of and spending her final days together with her. Regretfully, she passed away on the day I arrived back in the UK. She must have not wanted me to see her go she knew I would have been even more traumatised 

My loving sweet joyous grandma has looked after me and been there for  me since I was two years old. I've spent more time with her than with my own parents. Sadly, she is no longer with me. To help pay for and get to her funeral, I really do need help . I have worked so hard to get a pharmacy board registration, but I don't even have the money to achieve that. With the current economic downturn, I'm unable to find a temporary employment, and I have no money at all (accounts on minus ) to visit my grandmother.

My main priority is giving my loving caring grandma the send off she deserves . My days and weeks have been empty I have no one to talk to I don't have my confidante and my source of peace anymore  . 

She suffered for weeks in that hospital and im still left with the guilt that I didn't do enough to save her life I just want to see her for the last time and give her a good send off . Any amount you can give me will be much  appreciated thank you so much . This is really my last hope .