Orphan Justice!!

Michelle Norvell Start Date: Jun 22, 2024 - End Date: Mar 21, 2025
  • Las Vegas, NV, United States of America

My Travel Story

by: Michelle Norvell Start Date: Jun 22, 2024 - End Date: Mar 21, 2025
Looking for my first chance to feel complete will be an awesome feeling with your donations. How can one not agree that this has to be at the top of the list when it comes to being a good choice and making that donation..I mean everyone wants another to be complete right!!! I can't wait to hug all their necks!!  HANDS DOWN,THIS WILL CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER!! I chose this destination because that's where my family is and that's their hometown and I want to stay there forever with my family!!. I know my campaign is a little bit different from others. I'M NOT GOING ON A TRIP, I'M MOVING FOREVER! Thanks for helping me on my way  to a fulfilled life of happiness and love!!! 
                       !!PLEASE READ !!
THIS IS ME AS AN INFANT, AND SERVED MY WALKING PAPERS BY MY BIOLOGICAL PARENTS....
Hi my name is Michelle and I am searching for happiness. Thank you for taking the time to read. So my story is about my adoption. I was served my walking papers at 6 months old to a family that could care less about me to this day. I was molested and raped by family members from a little child to my teen years. I have since found my biological family and they live in Las Vegas. I found them through 23andMe and learned that I am 51% Sub Saharan African and 49% White. I told my adopted parents that my siblings along with other family members , at different stages of childhood, molested me for many years, and they turned their back on me years and years ago. And the others that have molested me that are in this family do not talk to me because they know that I know. So I am asking for donations so I can move to Las Vegas to be with my biological family and set up a home for my daughter and myself, whom is in another state at the moment and I can't do it by myself. I just lost my dog I've lost my car and I'm homeless. I'm doing side jobs off of Craigslist but it seems to be a little dangerous ..I cannot shower everyday so it's hard to find regular work. Living outside in this weather is hell. I am asking that you reach out to me and understand my situation, and that I have to turn my back on this adopted family. They have turned their back on me a long time ago and they could care less about me. They do not contact me on holidays they don't call me ever and I can't remember the last time they said that they loved me and that must have been very very long ago if I can't remember the last time I was told I was loved. I feel abandoned and have for a very long time.I want to move to Las Vegas and be with my family that love me that I've never met before that I contact almost every day and speak with. They love me .I found out that I have eight sisters and one brother and my biological parents are deceased. I just want to be loved and give all the love that I have to the one's that want it, my black side of my beautiful biological family. I do have a wonderful daughter, that I've mentioned and she has no idea what I'm going through when it comes to my homelessness. She and I are apart but will be together with your help. If you could just see the tears running down my face you would understand how important it is to me to go home to my family. The reason I'm asking for this amount of money is so I can find a home to live in for my daughter and myself and be okay as my daughter and I look for careers and be happy . Being adopted is very difficult and the ones that are adopted know exactly what I mean. Adoption very well may have kept me alive, but it also taught me to hate and despise my authentic self and now I'm 54 and I've learned some truths and I'm dying to meet them! My adoption also changed who I was and made me who I never wanted to be only to be forced to change who I've become in order to love who I am and I don't think I've ever been the person I was supposed to be, I never fit in and my self worth feels destroyed. I always ask myself why is it that I feel being born is a crime that I'm paying for? My dream is to be with people that love me and I have a lot of love to give. I just feel very abandoned by this family and like I said they have turned their backs on me and I don't deserve it and I've done nothing to them to deserve this. I don't really know what else to say except for I'm pleading with with everyone to help me so I can move on and I have already decided to never look back again. It has taking me a long time to come to this conclusion but I have to do it because I need to be happy in my life and I want to be loved and I don't even know what that is. I have trust issues and I'm sad everyday I'm away from my family ,and knowing I'm walking away forever is just as painful as this whole horrific experience my life has been, and the hardest part is when my adopted parents passed away, it's going to kill me because I love them so much. And I don't think they love me because I don't know why anyone would do this to a person especially one they have adopted but it just pains me so much to know I'm leaving them behind but at the same time they're not there anyways and I can't put myself through this anymore.. I just want to give up and I'm trying to hold on ..I know there's a purpose here on this Earth for me but it's very hard everyday. I feel like I have no choice,that they put me in the situation where I have to turn my back in order to find love and be happy in my life. They loved me when I was a child I think but as I gradually got older and then I told them my situations with family members, everything went to shambles. And I don't see how I deserved it. My adopted dad would walk past me and the minute he turned his back on me he would nod his head back and forth like I'm a waste of life and I'll never forget that I'll never get it out of my head and I don't understand why he does that like I'm not worthy. Am I at fault for this? It hurts to the core if you could see my face right now you would understand how much I am in pain. I still have that inside and I have for many years and I just want to feel whole again or should I say I just want to feel whole. I've talked to my God and I will continue to do so every day. I thought and tried to do everything I could do to make this family, regardless of being violated for years to love me but it's just to no avail .. Imagine this!! I still wanted the love of this family after all of this abuse!!! When I was a child,before elementary school,I remember sitting across the table of just 2 of my abusers, considering we lived under the same roof and telling myself that I have to forgive them so they will love me, because my biological parents did not. So if I want to be loved,I have to pretend to not let it affect me when truly it tore me apart every time I was abused ..I cry over the memories of abuse and unloved and I still feel like that little girl at times. The people reading this know more about me than anyone,as I've carried this on my shoulders all of my years. Imagine that.Im ready to heal,have been ready,now I've decided to do just that and I believe being with loved ones will help this process. I'm 54 years old now and I can't waste any more time wondering if they're ever going to tell me that they love me and accept me for who I am which is a wonderful person with a huge heart that just wanted and wants to be loved..I have known for about 6 months about my family I have just found them and I want to be with them and they want to be with me but they can't afford it either. So I'm asking you to just please understand my situation and help me get off these streets and to my family where I want to be forever so I can start my life and be a happy person and a healthy soul. Every day is hell when you're living like I am. Going through rape and molestation is horrible and I don't wish it upon my worst enemy. I don't really know what else to say. I have done my homework about my family because I want to be sure I'm not going from one horrific experience to another and I'm happy to say,they got their lives together,I mean one of my sister's is a parole officer,and the others,a couple of them are government employees,and state employees!! I'm so proud of them!!! I just need some help so I can go home to people that love me. Thank you for reading and have a blessed day and please find it in your heart to help me.. thank you in advance and God Bless!! NOTE! IF YOU ARE ADOPTED AND GOING THROUGH SOMETHING SIMILAR, DON'T EVER EVER GIVE UP, ESPECIALLY ON YOURSELF! I KNOW I AM WORTH IT NOW, AND YOU ARE TOO!!
  • Las Vegas, NV, United States of America