While i am typing my story on my old and defective mobile phone, I am also shaking out of hunger and stress. My eyes are already twitching due to lack of sleep. I Have 4 rescued cats which has 2 females who are pregnant and 2 males. I also have 1 stray dog. I am only renting and cant even support myself or feed. I have ADHD and i have been rejected from job application. I have no one . I live alone with no where to go. I have to pay rent or else thwy gona kick me oute and the cats and the dog. I just lost 2 babies. I had 2 miscariages . One this year and one last year. I am stil mentaly not ojay. I am on the edge pf breaking down i have hit rock bottom. Thw lowest time of my life. All i wanted is a new life from my previous abusive relationship which has made me lost 2 babies. My adhd is also a burden to me. Everyday is a fight for my life. We and the cats barely eat . We are dying. I am thinking if atleast i have an online job. A work from home but i dont have a laptop or mybe i can start a business too. If i can raise a fund, i would really love to just go home to my province and take the animals with me and to get myself a laptop to have an online job or start business to sustain me and the cats and also to continue my therapy. this will do wonders in my life. I asking anyone who has a heart of gold to please help me out pf this hell hole i am in. Godbless you all