I'm super ashamed and never in my life asked for help. I booked a holiday for me and my 2 children after a particular sh***y couple of years. I ended up sick from work as employer were negligent (legal action ongoing) in their duty of care to me.
anyway I ended up on nil pay and have now gone back to work but have to pay my holiday £1700 in 2 weeks. 

I feel awful my kids might miss out because of me and my employer. I know no one else should pay for anyone else's anything. I buy food and drinks etc for homeless people so I suppose it's all relative. I'm sure I'll wake up tomorrow and regret being vulnerable and probably delete this