Hello, my name is Giuliano and im 22.
Recently my life came to a point where i cant see  a light at the end.Just one year ago i had a nice wife and a bunch of friends who were worth fighting for.But it all crashed down last year.I got divorced and live alone again in a one room apartment.My ex wife got most of it ,even our dog.And with that, many friends faded away too because i just got to know them because of my wife anyways.Long story short.I feel like i have nothing to accomplish here anymore and that im done with this place.Then i remembered my vacation in Japan 3 years ago.And i remember that my mentality was much more fitting with people living here.I was so tempted to learn the language and start over but 3 weeks later called real life and i went back.
I want to start a new life in Japan.
noone of you guys owe me anything or have to feel for me.This is my first tome begging money ever since my pride is actually pretty strong.But this is a life changing decision where  i just swallowed my pride and had to ask.

I will do this nomatter what since i feel like it's necessary for my mental health,so even lowest amounts would make me so happy. 

Sry for my english in case it was off.