I've GOT to leave this place once and for all!!

Eric Matthew Start Date: Oct 22, 2020 - End Date: Dec 20, 2020
  • Decatur, IL, United States of America

My Travel Story

by: Eric Matthew Start Date: Oct 22, 2020 - End Date: Dec 20, 2020
My name's Eric Matthew and oh boy where do I begin. I'm a 30 year old Florida boy born and raised here and since the age of 9 I've been running with the wrong crowd. I've been in and out of jail all my life, mainly for marijuana charges but this last time landed me in prison unfortunately but fortunately at the same time. You see I bit a bullet for a homeboy who assured me that the bills would be paid and my fiance wouldn't want for anything. So I eat a burglary charge and 2 months in I find out he's moved into my house and is taking care of my fiance for sure. So I've been out of prison for 3 months with a loss of my home, business and fiance... Starting from nothing! Not even a license but I've been posting on Craigslist and social media about my situation and I do have work but it's not that I'm worried about. It's being in this town and around faces I can't be around anymore. This place sucks me dry and I'm petrified of old habits and ways I absolutely cannot go back to!!! So I meet this beautiful gal on, and get this, Kik of all places in the world ha ha I know right!!! And I find out she's married but in the process of a divorce with a child of a man who she caught sleeping with a co-worker. Now they have this beautiful baby boy Dimitri, her name is Summer by the way, and now she's a single mother, working full time and with such a dark past it's sickening. And from day one my heart feels for her... For her boy and for their future. We talk every chance we get and face time every single day at least once and I'm completely falling for this girl and I'm thinking how crazy is this!!?? I've NEVER met anyone online and started catching feelings like this so I'm overwhelmed with emotions and I just can't get enough of her. The more we talk and the more I get to know her the more I fall and that holds true to this day. She's the whole package, she's sweet and kind, so compassionate and caring, gorgeous and sexy, giving with such a huge heart that's been trampled on again and again. But that's not even there crazy part! The crazy part is that she's actually digging this ex con. What!? And I'm 100 percent upfront and honest about EVERYTHING in my life and that doesn't bother her. In fact she loves the fact I'm so honest and I have such a shaky past cause though they're two totally different stories we can relate to one another and share a deep connection that most people search their entire lives for. I found my twin flame! My soul mate! My everything!! So I go to visit her for the first time and I'm a nervous wreck getting off the airplane. She's at work and her sister picks me up and drops me off at her place with key in hand. I start cleaning. I didn't know what else to do and I'm very ocd about things and I clean when I'm anxious. She walks through the front door and it's magical! My fear and nervous energy disappear and we shared the most amazing hug you can dream of. It's set in stone. She's my girl and I'm her man and I'll spend the rest of my days protecting and caring for the two of them. So I leave and fly back to Florida and I feel it as soon as the plane touches. The happiness fades and the demons are waiting for me. The negative energy and vibes I get here are unreal and scare the living crap out of me. Right then I know I left my happiness and joy in Indiana. Summer is my heart and that in of itself is enough to make me move and be with her. But I was laid off due to covid and I'm struggling to pay rent let alone move across country. I do have one thing to settle before I leave and that's helping this lady I met on Craigslist pack up and move to a smaller house. She's full of medical problems and is going blind cause of diabetes and she's got no one really but her husband whose not going to be here much longer. I gave her my word and I'll always keep that. There's lots to do so I have time but I'm asking for help cause I can't do it alone. I try but being fresh out of prison with no license it's so difficult to find and keep work. Anything would help and I appreciate your time taking to read this. God bless

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  • Decatur, IL, United States of America