I want to move back to my family.

Nico Löffler Start Date: May 17, 2021 - End Date: Nov 16, 2021
  • Braunschweig, Deutschland

My Travel Story

by: Nico Löffler Start Date: May 17, 2021 - End Date: Nov 16, 2021
Hello everyone,

I'm Nico and I'm 28 years old. Since I'm a teenager I'm suffering with BPS and depression, never knowing who I am or what to do in this world.

8 months ago my wife left me after 12 years because she couldn't handle my mental illness anymore, got pregnant from a ONS, I lost my job because I couldn't handle all of that and even tried to end my life 2 times, very close being successful with it. 

I get no support from anyone and I don't know how to buy me food anymore and I'll soon become homeless. I feel lost and left behind. I'm loosing my faith in humanity. 

I have enough of all this. I already sold most of the stuff I own to pay my rent / bills and food for me and my cats. I don't even have medical healthcare anymore. 

I'm still suffering a lot from my mental illness and I want to move back to my family, who lives 500km away. I need my family more then anything. I'm scared I won't make it if I stay alone any longer. 

I need medical care and I miss my family so so much. They would like to help me out but they're poor. It was mostly me helping them out when I could. 

The money I'm asking for is used for 

-rent cost of current apartment, as I have to pay for 3 more months even if I leave. 
-moving costs 
-costs of new apartment
-and the debt I got now because I'm jobless few months now and have no support... 

The plan is to start medical care after I moved as my family is able to support me more when I'm around. 

I know it's a lot to ask. I feel ashamed for even doing it. But I don't know how to get out of my current situation any longer. 

I'm thankful to anyone trying to help me out. 

Nico

  • Braunschweig, Deutschland