I'm just a ordinary boy who was raised in a small town in Poland. The problem is that I am gay and it was not welcome here. 

Now I am 25 and finally I want to feel happiness. All my life was just deppresion episode.

My family never accepted me as gay. I was not supported in school.
I felt unloved and not worthy living all my teenage years. Even now I feel so depressed and sick. But I know that I deserve to find love for myself. Do I?

I decided to ask you, good angels, for funding my life trip. I have heard about Spain as a perfect destination for boy like me when everybody can love who they love. Gays can be married! I just want to taste some nice experience. 

All my life in Poland is just sad. They want to ban gay people and LGBTQ+ education. I dont want to be here anymore. 

It is you to decide if I deserve some happiness and if Spain is a good place for boy like me. I don't beg for it. I would like to kindly ask, because I want to finally feel alive.

Huge thanks for every Angel who donates. Love you! I would like to send you a photos from my trip, if succeeded.