Hey there! Santa, random good-doer, warm hearted being.

It's been really tough year and life. 

Im 35 year old male, had health and social problems since childhood. In past i got abused and have got ptsd-c symptoms for decades.

I lost my job (wich was really physical and low-wage) year ago. Since then i've done part time jobs whenever got any. 

My spouse got sick year ago also. Her health getting worse all the time and needs alot of support and medical aid. 

I lost my dad suddenly last spring. He didnt have money. I needed to use most of my savings so i could arrange funeral, emptying and cleaning his rented house etc. 

I wanted to cheer up my spouse and take her to summer vacation. Unfortunately i was dumb and got scammed by some dude selling "vacation gift cards". Tried to save money but lost all. Police cant do anything. 

September i got sick with flu symptoms. I appeared to be covid infection. Worst part with high fever was over in week but didnt leave for good. After 3 weeks fever got back with headaches and muscle pain. Its getting better but still not fully recovered. Headaches often, lost power, pain in muscles etc. Money problems whole that time too. Had to take little loan just to survive.

Now its beginning of december and im empty. 100eur on bank account, fortunately could pay all bills, execpt the loan fully. We are both tired and hungry every day. I cant see how we survive even to end of this year. 

Everything helps. 

Blessings to all and peacefull christmas time. 

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