To anyone reading this.  My whole life all I wanted to do was travel. At 25 I met a young man and unbeknownst to me , 26yrs later I'd be escaping that life but entering another. This new life filled with Doctors, therapy sessions, self help healing techniques and optimism. The world has changed. Job opportunities don't come easy or quickly. My linner self remains a constant healing journey, my outter self remains constant... but in physical pain. I could write a novel, but everyone has heard this story and seen this movie. The old life is gone, friends gone too. Location different too. 

     I'd really love to just once, explore a different place, see a beautiful sunrise and sunset. I'm scared but determined. Asking for a little help to let the sun shine on me and actually feel free again.