It's a boy and I am so excited! My baby is having a baby and I can't miss my grandsons arrival!  It is killing me, living so far from my baby girl. I am so happy for them and proud of them.. I have been waiting on a disability decision and have not had the funds to travell.  I had to quit my parttime job over two years ago, due to severe narrowing  of my spine, that is why I'm not able to work and  get the money together to get  there.. This is so important to me,. I plan to pay it forward, I just need a little help for the time being.