New lease on life. My final chance

Mary Wren Start Date: Jan 29, 2024 - End Date: Oct 28, 2024
  • South Carolina, United States of America
  • Florida, United States of America
  • New York, NY, United States of America
  • Ireland

My Travel Story

by: Mary Wren Start Date: Jan 29, 2024 - End Date: Oct 28, 2024
My journey has begun and I've already fought off five different problems. I can do this!!! at my age, I am having extreme difficulties in life. It seems like nowadays it's getting worse. Severe depression, anxiety, menopause. I don't even know where to begin, but I will do my best. Short and sweet version is I would journey to South Carolina, first, in order to somewhat take care of my brother Who I have just learned is having his difficulties with heart. We have a family history of heart disease, my brother and I are the only two left out of our entire family. Couple of years ago, he found out just like my mother that he needed to have a five bypass surgery immediately.  He was able to catch his in time. He's a good guy. He means well I need to be there for him. My daughter slandered my name to many individuals in the state that I lived. Therefore, I have no job. I left the state that I was living in and I am headed for South Carolina where I also was in touch with my high school sweetheart. The excitement, the sadness. My second journey will follow there after to New York where I will find more information on where my father was buried and possibly his parents information. My father was first generation  in New York his parents were born and raised in Ireland and I'd like to find my roots. You see my father was 64 years old when I was born and died when he was 69. That was trauma number one. Therefore I grew up without a father  and my mother worked all the time leaving me alone and vulnerable. Very emotional as a child and having to go through life as an adult with such pain. Intentionally do I think about the past? Possibly but I will never know until I heal myself, if I can find my father's information , I will then renew my passport, and if I need to get a visa the embassy to live abroad in Ireland. The third journey is going to Florida to see my grandbabies. My children choose not to speak with me, but they still choose to call me, Mother.  I don't know what to think, but growing up I would never disrespect my mother. I would never give her disadvantages to go through life as they have me. My oldest granddaughter at the age of three was abused. The saddest thing ever I go through again I never wanted to happen again . I'd like to spend some time with my grandbabies before getting the opportunity to leave to Ireland. Of course, with no job this is my opportunity and I hope that this journey allows me to grow as the adult I should've been after high school. . Therefore, I will continue until Faith stops me. The last six years, negativity has increased substantially. No one talks to me nor does anyone help. I literally have no one on an every day basis to talk to or to get money or just go shopping or to just call up on the phone and say hello . I stay secluded cut off from the world. My husband passed a couple of years ago. He was my best friend. He was the only one I could talk to. He and my mom's remains will be traveling with me wherever I go, I hope they can  See what I see. There's so much more to my life, but that's not what we're here for. I can only beg for humanity to save me. Allow me to do what I can before I leave this earth. Put humanity in my heart again, put life in my soul again  to believe that there are people out there that can relate and see the pain and sorrow that I've been going through. If anyone could please please fund my travel, let me live life again. Allow me to take care of my brother and feel the love from my high school, sweetheart again  And the joy to run through my veins, and spending time with my grandbabies and living abroad in my father's name in his country. Peace be with all of you God bless, and thank you 
  • South Carolina, United States of America
  • Florida, United States of America
  • New York, NY, United States of America
  • Ireland