Help Me heal in Thailand

Alex Kirillov Start Date: May 28, 2025 - End Date: Sep 27, 2025
  • Bangkok, Thailand

My Travel Story

by: Alex Kirillov Start Date: May 28, 2025 - End Date: Sep 27, 2025
Hi, I’m Alex and I’m asking for your help not for a vacation, but for a final attempt at healing.

I’ve been living with untreatable epilepsy. A condition that has slowly took away my mental focus, independence, and hope. Conventional medicine hasn’t helped me. In fact, the more I tried to fight it through the usual paths, the more I felt myself digging a trap. Mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

I’m now at a point where I don’t know how much time I have left before I lose even more of who I am. The seizures, the memory issues, the emotional toll, it’s become too heavy. I’m exhausted. Honestly, I’m also scared.

That’s why I’ve made a decision:
I’m going to Thailand.
Not to escape, but to seek something different. Something sacred.

I plan to connect with local healers who work with spiritual mushrooms and indigenous healing traditions. These practices that have been used for centuries to address the mind, soul, and body together. I’m not saying this will cure me. But it’s the only path left that gives me a little hope.

I’m raising $13,000 to fund this journey: airfare, accommodations, local guides, interpreters, retreats, and time to dedicate for nature and healing. No hotels. No parties. Just me, the jungle, and the people who have devoted their lives to healing others when science no longer can.

This might be my last real shot at reclaiming my mind. At the worst case scenario, making peace with what’s coming.

If you’ve ever known what it feels like to be out of options, feel pressured by the system, or live with quiet desperation — you’ll understand.

I’m not asking for luxury. I’m asking for a chance.

Every donation, every word of support, every share matters. If I reach this goal and make it to Thailand, I’ll do everything I can to return the favor — double.

It may take time, but I’m committed: when I heal, when I rebuild, I’ll find each of you and do my best to give back twice what you gave me.
You’re not just helping me survive, you’re helping me rise. And I’ll never forget that.

Please help me get to Thailand. Help me heal.
Alex
  • Bangkok, Thailand