The beggining of my life mission and in honour of Ninek ( read story)
My Travel Story
After losing all before and after the pandemy, i was in the middle, in the limbo, i wont forget about Ninek, a girl i met, in my darkest process of depression and sorrow, full of dreams, and amazing ideas, her ideas about meeting the world trying not to spend too much, for me, was crazy, how can you not spend money in Travelling? Ninek told me about the volunteer work, i could see her shiny eyes when she explained how it worked and how to do it, in my mind, i just wanted to return to sleep and lie down in my corner begging for Ninek to shut her mouth for a while, what kind of madness is this? I told her to leave me alone and when i thought she did, she came back to where i was and brought a book. It was a photoalbum with all the places she stayed and all the people she met....after 3 months of dealing with Ninek and her amazing fantasy world of travels, i decided to believe in her, i tried and i tried until finally i smiled, she told me " I will carry you with me so you can see with my own eyes". A year passed and all i could think was going to travel with Ninek and do volunteer work and help people that is in the same situation than me.
While making my bags, smiling with the idea of a new beggining for me and Ninek, a hard pain in my chest told me something was not right....i started feeling sadness again and my eyes got teary....i said that as soon as i see Ninek coming tru the door id forget about that sensation. When the door opened, it was not Ninek, but another person with a shirt full of blood and some things that looked like skin....
I began crying and i started begging that that blood was not Ninek's and whoever else, but not hers.
Ninek died saving a pair of twin babies that were alone in a house with gas leak, she died holding these babies to protect them, they were harmed by the explosion but were alive, Ninek's body was burned and unrecognizable, i was called to see her and identify her but the only thing i could see and identify was her mouth....was she smiling? Bloody girl, why do you have to die smiling...? Is this what you wanted?
After the authopsy, i was told she had a lot of medication in her system, i was told she suffered from internal depression and insomnia, plus another mental issues...how could i know? A depressed girl trying to fix another depressed girl? She was not broken, but i was, and i got fixed...a woman called Ninek, who suffered from depression and found the way to heal and live her life, doing volunteer work, travelling, helping others in need, being happy.....now i see why you took longer in this place Ninek. You stayed for me, you waited that i got fixed enough to go and help fix someone else.
The day before your passing, we chose New Zealand, i am going to New Zealand with you in my thoughts, i know these people will help us.
Help me to go New Zealand to honor Ninek's memory and to begin with my life mission that is... to give and love...like the way i loved you my dear Ninek.
Skylär
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