I want to go to Canada and hopefully stay there to try and help my mental health. 

I suffer wirh emotionally unstable borderline personality disorder with psychosis. The place I live is just drinking and drugs or stay at home alone and doing that has made my mental health a lot worse and I've had multiple suicide attempts over the last year.

the mental health service in Ireland is no help they misdiagnosed me, not given me any therapy and are just filling me wirh drugs that make me
worse.

I want to move away and try start a few life away from this place and the people in it in hopes of getting my mental health under control and live a normal life to be a better sister for my 8 year old brother