I am a goldstar mother of Pv2 Alex Kariger US Army. After my son , cat, and dog died all in 3 months, my heart shattered and my health deteriorated, my self esteem has been suffering and became homeless and I have been trying to heal my deep traumatic grief alone. Traveling is my therapy and what keeps me alive. I am a freelancing photographer. I do not get to travel due to not having money, but it what surely brings me much happiness and therapy on my grief healing journey. I try to attend whatever free grief retreats I can find. That is what kept me from taking my life. I dream of going on a Disney Cruise or Virgin Voyages Cruise but they are just unobtainable, very expensive. So I found this site in hopes of being able to make some dreams come true. I just donated 2 years of my life to caring for a WW2 disabled vet, unpaid just for room and board. I need a big break and time to work on my grief healing.